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Tom Shroder, Guru

I just sat for the oddest interview I’ve ever given as part of the roll out of the new Spanish edition of Old Souls (Almas Ancestrales, they are calling it). The questions from El Diario seemed to presume that I had some special knowledge about the ultimate nature of reality and the nature of God even. My first instinct was to say, What do I know about that shit? But in the end I decided to try to answer as honestly as I could.  Interview below:

Q: More than 25 years ago you witnessed and heard, together with Dr. Ian Stevenson, a series of extraordinary stories from people, especially children, who claimed to remember their past lives. With the perspective that time gives, what feelings does the memory of those experiences you lived in countries like Lebanon, India or the United States produce in you now?

A: First of all, those trips were among the most memorable of my life. I had the opportunity to experience life in those countries on an intimate level not available to tourists, and to meet and get to know extraordinary people. I also had the privilege of watching Ian Stevenson at work. In my opinion, Stevenson was an historic figure, courageously following a rigorous course of research into one of life’s greatest mysteries even though he knew it would make him suspect in the scientific community whose respect he longed for. In the quarter century since those field trips, nobody has yet come up with a satisfactory “normal” explanation for the phenomenon of small children spontaneously speaking accurately about the details of the lives of dead strangers. My impression at the time was that the children who remembered, and the people who testified to their statements, were sane, honest, and sought to gain nothing.

 

Q: In recent decades, have you continued to investigate other cases that have provided you with new evidence about reincarnation?

A: I’ve followed the new cases as they arose through my connections with Dr. Stevenson’s successor at the University of Virginia, Jim Tucker, as well as stories that have appeared in the media. Many more such cases have come to light, cases with all the compelling details of the cases I wrote about. It has become clear that these cases are not all that rare, even in Western cultures. 

Q: We are body, mind and soul. However, we live in a purely materialistic time, of spiritual bankruptcy, dark times where the ego rules, where we live on appearances, on the exhibition of the body, and where we even boast of our ignorance. What is the soul?

A: You’ve hit on an important point. One of the biggest problems in making sense out of these cases is the lack of a clear working definition of what a soul is. Is it simply a collection of memories, personality traits, innate abilities and proclivities? If so, advances in neuroscience in recent years all trend toward the idea that all those things arise from physical, biochemical processes in the brain and body. This is the biggest obstacle to accepting these cases as evidence for reincarnation. Nobody has yet come up with a testable theory of how any elements of an individual’s personality could survive the physical destruction of death and transfer to a new body. And yet any fair examination of these cases will find that at the very least some of them cannot be explained through any known process. To me, it underlines how little humans know about the ultimate nature of reality.

Q: “The one who looks out dreams and the one who looks in awakens,” Jung said. How do we find our center, our true essence, the divine part within us?

A: I wish I knew. For my part, I try not to fool myself that I know the answers, and I try not to be uncomfortable about not knowing. The fact that we all find ourselves here, aware of ourselves and able to use our senses and tools we create to explore the infinitely complex universe that surrounds us is a miracle, and the more we embrace and celebrate that the better, even though we probably have no better prospect of grasping ultimate reality than a dog has of understanding calculus.

Q: Reincarnations, mystical experiences, near-death experiences (NDEs), telepathy, precognition… There are a series of phenomena that challenge our understanding of reality. Life is a tremendous and fascinating mystery, a manifestation of the divine, of the numinous. Why have we forgotten it?

A: I don’t know if we ever knew it in the first place. There was an initial set of conditions that have evolved according to physical laws in such a way that stars and planets formed, and that on at least one of those planets chemical reactions organized themselves into living organisms that could react with increasingly sophisticated responses to their environment. Eventually those environmental responses grew to include self-awareness, permitting us to explore the world and ask those questions. To me, if there is something that can be called divine, it would be whatever that initial energy was that set all this in motion, and permeates everything we are and do.

Q: People who have experienced NDEs claim, when they wake up, that they have seen the medical team resuscitating their own body, that they have had encounters with loved ones or beings of light, that they have been able to go through walls and have information about things that were happening in the antipodes of the place where they were. These experiences on the other side, on the other side of the visible, can only be explained with the principles of quantum physics…

A: Actually. I think that is a misunderstanding of quantum physics. Many non-physicists think that quantum physics is weird and mysterious, and therefore should be used to explain any weird or mysterious phenomenon we encounter. It is true that the quantum world, the world of things far too small for us to sense directly, does not operate in ways we can intuitively grasp. But when quantum particles come together in enormous numbers to create the world we can see and interact with, their weirdness averages out and becomes the sensible world we’re familiar with. Physicists don’t understand everything about the quantum world, but they understand enough to know that they aren’t completely missing any forces large enough to create such large-scale effects like disembodied souls. That doesn’t mean that I think we should disregard these anomalous phenomena. I think they merit close scrutiny, But the explanation for them lies elsewhere.

Q: “If quantum mechanics has not had a profound impact on you, then you have not understood it,” said Niels Bohr, Nobel Prize in Physics in 1922. It is impossible that what quantum physics tells us about the behavior of subatomic particles does not leave us astonished, do not make us shake any certainty that we handle…

A: To me the philosophical lesson of quantum physics is that behind the world we see and think we grasp is a vast complexity that is beyond our ability to intuitively understand.

Q: If matter is collapsed energy, if everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies, what is reality, an illusion, pure maya as the Hindus say?

A: The illusion is that we can intuitively grasp the universe. 

 Q: What is your idea of ​​God?

A: To me God is the initial energy and set of physical laws that set the universe in motion and continues to animate it. 

Q:  Do you believe that physical death is the end of our existence or is there life after life?

A: I guess I think that even if these cases are really evidence of some people who have returned after death in a new body, the fact is that 99.9 percent of us have no previous life memories. And what are we if not our memories – the literal story of our lives? I ask myself, if I were to be reborn, but completely forgot everything about my current life, how would that be different than if I didn’t come back at all? So I put my energy into fully living this life, while I have it. Who says for something to count, to be valid, it must extend infinitely? The only reality we have is the present moment. That is what I try to cherish.

 

 

Revealing Interview for New Spanish Edition

Twenty-five years after Old Souls original publication a brand new Spanish translation has been published by Errata Naturae Editores in Madrid.  As a result, I’ve been doing interviews with Spanish media, including the country’s largest newspaper El Mundo. Their reporter sent me a list of excellent questions. Here they are with my responses:

 

 

Questions for Tom Shroder about his book Old Souls

  1. I want to be honest from the start. I am an incorrigible skeptic. And yet, I really enjoyed your book. I cannot believe in reincarnation in any way, but I do enjoy a good story, and this is one of the best. Did something similar happen to you at the beginning?

 

Yes. The way I got onto this subject was by writing a skeptical magazine article for the Miami Herald’s Tropic Magazine about a quite respected local psychiatrist named Brian Weiss who became a bestselling author with a book about patients who he believed had been hypnotically regressed to memories of past lives. I didn’t find the cases he detailed at all persuasive. The so-called past-lives recounted by these people didn’t have any elements that couldn’t have been gleaned from reading histories or even historical novels. Plus, the process of hypnosis, which I underwent myself for this article, literally asked the subject to give their imagination free reign. Some of the subjects in what he considered his most persuasive cases even contradicted themselves, or talked about two lives in the same time period. But in doing research for the article I came across some obscure academic articles about a Dr. Ian Stevenson at the University fo Virginia who for 30 years had been very quietly investigating reports of small children who spontaneously began talking about what sounded like previous lives. They tell their parents things like, “You’re not my real parents, my real parents live in such-and-such a town.” They’d sometimes give complete names, and describe details of their supposed previous lives, including names of siblings, spouses and children and details of significant events, possessions, beliefs — information specific enough to a single now-deceased person that the family of that person could be located, and the statements made by the child checked against the true details of the “previous personality’s” life. In many cases, Stevenson found the details matched to an astounding degree, and he found no obvious connection between the child and the previous personality that could explain how the child – often just learning to talk – could have possibly known about them. In Stevenson’s very dry  accounts, published in academic journals or through academic publishing houses, he interviewed not only the children but their parents and any witnesses to the child’s statements as well as the previous family and witnesses to the moments when the child encountered the previous family for the first time. He was looking to check the veracity of the accounts, and to find any other normal way the child could have come up with the information. When I told my wife about this she said, “That’s who you ought to be writing about.”

Of course the question became, how seriously should we take Stevenson’s work? He could have been an outright fraud, or someone putting his thumb on the scales in favor of believing these accounts, or simply not looking at them skeptically enough. I wanted to find out by following him on his field research and observing myself. At first Stevenson wanted no part of it – saying he thought journalists would sensationalize the work and make it even more unlikely that his professional peers would take them seriously – which was his main goal. But ultimately I persuaded him to let me accompany him, in no small part by pointing out that if after 30 years his peers hadn’t taken him seriously, he had very little to lose. 

 

  1. Your stance throughout the book evolves from disbelief to amazement, and in the end, you seem deeply confused. At the end of the book, it seems like you can’t believe, but you wish you could. Is that correct?

 

I would say that I was presented with what seemed like an unsolvable conundrum. On the one hand, I found no sign of fraud, delusion or shoddy research in the cases I personally observed. If it had just been one or two cases, then I could have told myself there could have been coincidences or hidden factors that just weren’t visible, but it wasn’t just one or two cases, there were dozens of them, all presenting in nearly identical fashion, making it seem vanishingly unlikely that all of them could be explained by fraud, delusion, or misapprehension. On the other hand, Neither Stevenson nor anyone else could find even a shred of evidence for a mechanism that could account for how a personality could exist after physical death, or how even if it did exist how it could transfer to another human. In fact, the science kept building to show that all aspects of the brain and our experience could be tied to biochemical activity in the brain and body, all of which of course vanish with the physical destruction after death.

 

  1. It has been over twenty years since you wrote *Old Souls*. How has your relationship with the themes of the book evolved?
  2. In that time, has there been any significant scientific progress on the topic of reincarnation?

 

I actually answered both of those questions extensively in a piece I wrote for Psychology Today here: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/articles/202407/familiar-strangers

 

  1. Please tell me about the fascinating Ian Stevenson. Was he a good scientist with an obsession that eventually unhinged him, as some of his colleagues seemed to describe?

 

Stevenson was a great man, in almost a 19th Century way. He was very courtly, very carefully spoken, and completely dedicated to his work, to the point where he often sacrificed his personal comfort and eventually his health. He had enormous personal integrity and an absolute belief in the scientific method. But I also think that after thirty years of careful investigation that never uncovered any adequate normal explanation for these cases, he was extremely frustrated that his colleagues continued to ignore his work, simply deciding a priori that reincarnation was a physical impossibility and therefore any supposed evidence for it was not worth examining. He didn’t necessarily want anyone to conclude that reincarnation was a fact, he just wanted them to take a close and unbiased look at this phenomenon of children spontaneously spouting information about having lived a previous life, which had turned out to be worldwide and not all that uncommon.

 

  1. It’s interesting that in Stevenson’s interviews with children around the world, there are more frustrations than successes… I think he didn’t master the languages of his informants, and that they weren’t very eager to speak with a Western adult. You accompanied him on his travels for six months. How do you remember him in the field?

 

When I accompanied him, he always had a local researcher fluent in both language and culture whom he trusted fully to translate all his questions and to interact with the subjects appropriately, and then translate back their responses with explanation of the cultural context when necessary. I actually had been a cultural anthropology major in college, and the methods were identical to those of ethnographical field work. 

 

  1. And what were those children like? Because a child who is not yet able to separate reality from imagination and might be influenced by adults doesn’t exactly seem like the best source of information.

 

The possibilities that these cases could be explained by a childhood propensity to have an imaginary friend, or just a childish flight of fancy, or that the children were influenced by adults were always at the top of his mind. It was pretty obvious that those were the easiest explanation for this phenomenon, and he took great care to address that. As to the first possibility of childhood imagination, that would of course not explain how a child managed to come up with verifiable details of the life of a dead stranger. And as far as adults feeding a child that information, aside from the apparent lack of any connections between the child’s family and the family of the deceased person, there were quite a few cases where the adults had no interest in having a child who remembered a previous life, or in fact actively repressed or even punished the child for making claims. These families were embarrassed or injured by the child’s insistence on the memories, and  clearly would not have influenced the child in that direction. In other cases, even in cultures where reincarnation was an accepted belief, the children’s accounts actually went against the details of the belief — for instance the Druze believed reincarnation occurred instantly after death, but these kids had the awkward habit of insisting they had the personality of someone who had died months or years before their birth — making unlikely that adults were feeding them the information to support their own religious dogma.

In my experience, all the children we met, and the adults who’d had past life memories when they were children, seemed otherwise completely normal, and totally uninterested in whether we believed them or not. They were doing us a favor by agreeing to talk to us, and my gut feeling was they were recounting what to them at least was a completely authentic experience and appropriate emotions. A European psychiatrist had given a selection of these children psychological tests and compared them to their peers. They were on average of slightly higher intelligence and without any sign of mental derangement. 

 

  1. You yourself acknowledge that the biggest issue with reincarnation is finding the exact mechanism: how it happens precisely. Is there any theory about this that you find plausible or particularly appealing?

 

None. And that’s my big dilemma, as I discuss at length in the 25th anniversary afterword attached.

 

  1. What other serious objections do you think can be raised against reincarnation? For instance, the missing souls?

 

I think the lack of even a theoretically plausible mechanism is such an overwhelming objection that anything else is splitting hairs. But from a personal, theoretical view, since probably at least 99 percent of us have no previous life memories whatsoever, I have to ask myself, even if we are reincarnated, if we have no memory of our previous lives, then how is that a meaningful difference from us not having previously existed at all? If I think about it carefully, I realize that what’s important to me, what I fear losing at death, is actually the narrative of my life. Who are we if not a story of our personal history? And if that history totally disappears, then in the only sense meaningful to me, so have I.

 

  1. And isn’t it easier to think that reincarnation is just one more of the understandable self-deceptions humans use to cope with the fear of their own death and that of their loved ones?

 

In the book, I write about making a connection in London on one of our field trips and taking the train to Heathrow. As the train passed a cemetery I saw out the window a couple standing by a fresh grave, actually physically caved in by grief, by the knowledge that whoever was buried under that freshly turned dirt was lost to them for all eternity. So yes, the denial of death is perhaps the greatest psychological impulse in all human lives. So it cannot be underestimated when you are considering any claims about reincarnation. Yet real scientific investigation must be open to fairly examining  evidence of anomalous phenomena, regardless of how they challenge what we believe to be true.

 

  1. Forgive the joke to end on. With the way our profession is going, do you at least hope that after you die, you won’t be reincarnated as a journalist?

 

Well I am very fortunate. I’m 70 years old and began my career in journalism at 20.  That half century timespan was probably the best time to be a journalist in all of history. It pains me to say this, but if I were 20 today, I don’t think I could have had anything like the career I have had. In fact, I probably would have gone into some other field entirely.

 

FDA vs MDMA – a lot of letters that spell a very bad decision

My opinion piece in the Washington Post:

https://wapo.st/3zr6rqB

The “Misattribution of Meaning” (Or Not)

There’s an interesting article on how psychedelics seem to infuse the world with meaningful experience.
It includes this passage:

Like in bouts of psychosis, psychedelic-induced meaning can be found everywhere and anywhere. It’s no longer dependent on an external trigger that the sober mind would also find meaningful, like the birth of a child. On psychedelics, I could stare at tree bark for three hours, or dirt, or the back of my eyelids, and feel that I’ve discovered the hidden order behind all phenomena. It seems like it’s not particular things that are imbued with meaning, but the whole of perception itself. “I might call it a misattribution of meaning, where everything gets imbued with a sense of meaningfulness,” Manoj Doss, a research fellow in the department of psychiatry at the University of Texas at Austin, told me. “A lot of times I can attribute the noeticism I’m getting to a memory. We’re usually good at aiming these feelings of knowing. But sometimes they get cut loose. Under psychedelics, I think there’s this misattribution process, where the prefrontal cortex is sending that off in all kinds of different directions where they don’t make sense.”

It was interesting to me that the writer referred derisively to the experience of staring at tree bark and discovering the hidden order of the universe. I’ve had that exact experience — looking at the bark of a tree, I saw the tree pulsing with life, breathing. I didn’t experience it as a semi-inanimate chunk of wood, but a living, breathing being. Ask an arborist which is the more accurate impression — chunk of wood or living being. There’s no question which is the reality, and it ain’t chunk of wood. Likewise when I perceived the simple light of day not as mundane reality, but as a substance pouring from the sky, an inexhaustible gift of life-giving energy free to all, it was not “a misattribution of meaning,” it was a psychedelic assisted insight into a profound truth to which we are so often blind.

No doubt, people emerge from psychedelic experiences with all kinds of crazy ideas. But I would argue that’s not the fault of psychedelics, it owes not to the experience itself, but to a not fully prepared or integrated attempt to interpret it after the fact. Psychedelics allow you to glimpse a more profound glimpse of reality. Making sense of that is the work of a lifetime.

Acid Test, Optimized Edition

My publisher is putting out a new edition of Acid Test, with a search engine optimized subtitle (never occurred to anyone in 2016 apparently) and an introduction from Rick Doblin, the book’s hero and the man who has brought psychedelic therapy to the brink of complete legalization. This is all about the flood of news about the progress being made in the final stage of FDA testing, and the great hope for a coming (soon.) revolution in the treatment of a whole range of mental health challenges

Proposal for a political ad

Clip from Axios interview:

Interviewer: A thousand Americans are dying every day.

Trump: It is what it is.

Image of mourners weeping as they lower casket.

Trump: It is what it is.

Image of hospital corridors filled with critically ill.

Trump: It is what it is.

Image of long unemployment lines with people wearing masks.

Trump: It is what it is.

Image of mall plastered with out of business “ signs.

Trump: It is what it is.

Image of Trump not wearing mask on tour of factory.

Trump: It is what it is.

Image of Trump with announcer voiceover:

It is what it is. it isn’t.

Black line crosses Trump image.

Announcer: on November 3, vote for someone who cares.

A Student of Psychedelics

A university student asked if I would answer some questions about Acid Test for a paper he was writing. Below are the questions and my responses:

Q: How would you describe to someone who has never done psychedelics, why they should?

A:I would never tell someone they SHOULD do psychedelics. These are powerful drugs with not always predictable effects, and with widely varying impact from time to time and person to person. What I would say is that the psychedelic experience CAN be extremely enlightening and helpful by allowing a more profound experience of reality. In a safe environment, with a properly respectful mindset, psychedelics allow you to step out of the iron grip of your own ego — the rote, oversimplified categorizations that you use to deal with an overwhelming universe by keeping yourself at safe remove — and to for once see the world, and yourself, as they really are.

Q: What are misconceptions about these drugs that could change people’s opinions?

A: Considering their spectacular effects, psychedelics are remarkably safe in a physiological sense. They are non-addictive and serious adverse physical side effects are very rare. The psychological dangers of taking them — which can be substantial — can be minimized by taking them in a safe and comfortable environment with someone who has a reassuring, positive attitude and ample psychedelic experience.

Q: Why did you feel the need to begin taking these psychedelics?

A: I never felt a “need” to take them. I wanted to try psychedelics because accounts I read of the psychedelic experience persuaded me that it might be a valuable tool for learning about myself and the world.

Q: What is your most intriguing finding throughout your research about psychedelics?

A: I think I would say it is that the fact that the remarkable power of psychedelics to heal people who suffer from addiction, depression, PTSD, anxiety and other serious mental disorders seems not to be so much about what the drug does on a synaptic level in the brain (as is the case with most psychiatric drugs), but rather it is a direct consequence of the experience the drug facilitates. People are being healed not through chemical interactions, but rather through genuine insights that come from seeing the world in a different, more profound way than “normal” consciousness generally permits. Albert Hofmann,  who discovered LSD, said something really deep on this subject: “LSD wanted to tell me something. It gave me an inner joy, an open mindedness, a gratefulness, open eyes and an internal sensitivity for the miracles of creation.”

Q: Why do you believe the government lied about psychedelics, particularly LSD?

A: This is a complicated and interesting question. Ultimately, I think that there is a significant part of Western culture that is overinvested in a simplistic and materialistic view of the world. Anything that challenges that severely limited worldview is seen as a threat, and the powerful sense of spiritual connectedness fostered by the psychedelic experience definitely challenges that worldview.

Q: Would you let your children do psychedelics?

A: I believe physical and mental maturity are prerequisites for the safe and beneficial use of psychedelics.

Q: At what age did you first do psychedelics?

A: I think I was 19.

Q: Has the stigma increased or decreased around these drugs?

A: I think the stigma is rapidly diminishing as the facts and reality of the beneficial uses of psychedelic drugs become clear in the many carefully controlled medical studies and clinical trials now underway.

Q: Do you believe that spiritual drug experiences will ever have a place in modern medicine?

A: Absolutely, and in just a few years. The use of MDMA for treating PTSD is already in the third and final phase of clinical trials and should be an available prescription therapy within five years. The use of psilocybin and LSD for conditions like smoking cessation and the treatment of depression, among other things, is not far behind in my estimation. As I mentioned, the healing these drugs provide is because of the spiritual experience they provide, not the direct chemical effects. As these drugs become available to psychiatrists, they will inevitably be used not just for life-threatening mental illness, but as well for people who are “normal” mentally but want to explore spiritually and improve their own healthy mental functioning.

Q: What is the craziest story you have about tripping?

A: I actually wrote an article about that. You can find it here: https://reset.me/…/tried-psychedelic-mushrooms-35-years-sa…/

Nature’s Acid Test

Sure wish I had come across this when I was writing Acid Test.

This is the most bizarre mind-bending story about psychedelics I have ever seen, and that’s a pretty high bar. Quick (if unbelievable) summary: Scientists have discovered that a fungus which infects cicadas, eating away their lower body until their butts and genital organs fall off, genetically manufactures psilocybin, the psychedelic substance that gives magic mushrooms their magic. Instead of killing these cicadas, the psilocybin and an amphetamine like substance the fungus also manufactures, make the insects uninterested in food but hyperactive sexually — even minus their sex organs. This hyperactivity causes the fungus node where their hind parts used to be to spread through air and soil, infecting the next generation of bugs. So it in effect uses psilocybin as a kind of insect mind-control and chemical warfare weapon.

Have I overemphasized how weird this is?

 

Deja Vu

This essay on how we would take better care of the world if we all knew we might be reincarnated is a nice thought, but I feel I have to add something Ian Stevenson — the most serious investigator of reincarnation claims — told me when I was researching Old Souls twenty years ago:

““In general, I tend not to claim too much for the spiritual benefits of proving reincarnation,” he said. “When I first went to India, I met with a swami there, a member of a monastic order. I told him about my work and how I thought it would be quite important if reincarnation could be proven, because it may help people to lead more moral lives if they knew they would come back after death. There was a long silence, a terrible silence, and finally he said, ‘Well, that’s very good, but here, reincarnation is a fact, and we have just as many scoundrels and thieves as you do in the West.’ I’m afraid that rather deflated my missionary zeal.””

 

 

#BETTERLATETHANNEVER

It’s been a couple of years since my book about my grandfather and the dark side of fame and fortune came out, but it’s always nice to see a thoughtful review.